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I Hate Today

DIZZY

Keep calm and still freezing even you have drink a coffee.
It makes me so dizzy and freezing.
I can't stand the pain.
My Bones are scream out loud. It hurts so bad. 
What the!!

Nothing to worry

You can’t have me, you don’t even know my last name.

Being me. Being you...

You don’t know how hard to make it all right for you...

When you see the light, i see the dark.

God damt it, I wanna be you! feel free, nothing to worry...

Hey YOU!!... you dont even know, me...

I wish i can see what you see after all this time...

Nothing to worry, feel free...

I wish... yes, wish...

Shadow

Sedikit saja 

Luangkan waktumu untukku 

Sendiri itu sepi 

Rasanya seperti menatap bayangan

anything's bestfriend...

You may not be her first, her last, or her only...

I was checked all my document, my paper and my work on my PC, and i found something interesting. This a Quote from BOB MARLEY, you all know him of course. And i am so amazed, someone like him, who singing songs, many songs, like, No Woman No Cry, Redemption Song, and many others, can make this Quote (he is a songwriter, what do you think kiki????). This is such a love letter i guess, i don't know. I just wanna share this to you. This is kind of sweet Quote, makes every girl in the world agree with him. And like i feel, you too will have a feeling like this and say 'DEAR GOD, I HOPE HE CAN READ THIS!!!!'

blueberry

Simply because she’s lost her dignity
She’s... who is she to complain?
She loves to be loved. She loves to love.
Then she's blind,
She blinded herself... her mind, her feeling...
How pathetic...

hanya...

Hanya ingin menulis tanpa memikirkan apapun

Hanya ingin berbagi tanpa menyusahkan orang lain

Hanya ingin bahagia tanpa menyakiti

Hanya ingin makan tanpa khawatir gemuk

Hanya ingin kaya tanpa bekerja

Hanya ingin berbelanja tanpa mengeluarkan uang

Hanya ingin terkenal tanpa operasi plastik

Hanya ingin menyanyi tanpa khawatir dengan suara sumbang

Hanya ingin lulus kuliah tanpa pusing dengan skripsi

Hanya ingin bebas tanpa terkait sistem

Di dunia yang tidak bisa hanya memiliki ‘hanya ingin dan tanpa harus’

Poem 4

I hear your voice

My heart getting warm

But my eyes getting hurt

I don’t know exactly what its mean

All i know is i need you,

Need your voice

Need your smile

Dear, everything’s gonna be alright

You just have to believe,

Believe... God with us...

Yeh, God will show you the way

I am here for you...

I hear yor voice... but you are so far away...

I think i miss you...

Poem 3

I miss you today...

So i write down on paper

I miss you today

And you’ve already know

I miss you today

Hey!!!

But i know it isn’t important

You have a trouble there

That more important than me

So i just say

Keep fight dear!!!

But i still miss need you today...

Poem 2

Yesterday,

Yesterday is our special day

But you don’t remember

I told you,

But you don’t care

At all... oh yesterday

Is our special day

I just need you,

 Need you to know that

Yesterday is our special day...

Poem 1

How dare you

How could you

I am waiting

Waiting for nothing

Oh, i hope you can feel

What i feel right now

When you are hoping so much

For someone

But he’s not there for you

What can you do?

Smiling or crying?

I am tired of everything...
tired of everything...
How dare you
How. Dare. YOU!!

Scream and cry about how i am trying... trying so hard till i can't breathe anymore... How dare you.... i am tired of doing anything that doesn't work at all.

i bet you know

you know i love you
you know i love your smile
you know i love it when you make me laugh
you know i love it when you hold my hand
when you hug me tight
you know i love you
and i bet you know i love you before i know your name...

day 1...

Make some coffee. Take a day off. Listen to music. Read a Magazine.