Missing stalking hating

This is awkward moment. You miss someone, you think about him. And then you start to stalk him, through social media. Start from his photos, video, post, his thought, anything. Scrolling down, and down, and down.... and then suddenly. You find something. You find his past. At that moment you stop scrolling. Your heart beat so fast. You don't wanna know. You miss him, you laugh at his funny photo, you feel wonderful when he posted something about you, That's make you happy. That was... Now, what you gonna see, is his past. It is your choice to keep scrolling down or stop this stupid thing right now. What you gonna do? Stop, and enjoy your 'miss' feeling but also being anxious, or scrolling down until it hurts? Your choice.

Kangen

Lagi kangen sama kamu.... tapi pikiran saya berantem sama hati. Hati saya bilang, kangeeeen kangeen mau ketemu, sama orangnya, mau peluk, mau liat mukanya senyumnya, denger suaranya. Pikiran saya bilang, bukan kangen sama orangnya, saya cuma kangen sama moment nya. Moment dan perasaan pas lagi barengan...

Oh iya... bukan sama orangnya ya... kalo moment, moment yang mana? Saya sampai lupa lho. Entah saking banyaknya entah saking lamanya. Yang jelas, saya merasa tenang, haru, sedih, marah, bahagia pas saya sebut namanya. IRVANDI. Saya, tidak peduli apakah Kami dulu sering beradu argumen, sebel2an, ketawa bareng2, happy bareng2. Yang saya tahu, saya kangen, kangen semuanya...